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WatchingPearl white dress now bathed in blood and roses in her hand
Entering what she thought would be her own wonderland
Walking down the aisle with a shining sapphire ring
Step by step, relying on a life of shiny things
Saying that she loves him, what a wonderful disguise
Hiding what she really wants behind those evil eyes
Making us the villains, like we've come to break her heart
Almost like we're living just to tear her world apart
Treating us like nothingness, like voices in her head
Just to make him love her so she doesn't feel so dead
Making his world spin so quickly, time does fade to grey
Waiting would have killed it, so she sent

MoodAbove
And below
Sunrise to sinking dusk
My seasons change
From the chilled solstice
Deep into the heart of spring

Above
And below
My interweaving thoughts
Shifting on a tilt
The black dawn,
Transitions to the sparkling night
A glorious spectacle
Tall and joyous

Above
And below
Swallowed to my neck
Within the vicious current
Swept away, I shut my eyes
Whole
Tranquil
Calm as one

Above
And below
I wake to find
Im right where I started
Grim
Damp
Empty and starved
Wandering the broken roads
Homeward bound

Above
And below

FallenAnd though I crave to know he loves me,
at the same time I'm afraid,
Knowing the words that I'll have to say,
because there is simply no other way.

We cannot be together
from the start, we knew that
yet we continued talking,
so much not to cross the line.

I tried hard not to fall for him,
faking deafness to his beautiful words,
striving for nonchalance,
yet succeeding at none.

Because just as I know we have no future,
I couldn't have stopped it before it was born,
the feeling of loving, and to be sure of that love.

And still I cannot change it,
even if the pain becomes too much.
Because that means that I've been happy
so m

DetatchmentDetatchment

I'm a forgotten island
All alone out at sea
This is where i stand
Where no-one wants to be
My barren lonely shore
Lies cold bleak and bare
More deserted than before
Populated by my despair

In this endless ocean
With it's waves of pain
My overwhelming emotion
It's crushing me again
You all drifted away
Off into the distance
Just why won't you stay?
Share this empty place

unwanted and rejected
Exciled out of sight
Because I am infected
By your perfect light
Those false visions
Have forced my decline
My pathetic decisions
Lying that I'm fine

Those stories I here
Are tearing us apart
Each one a cold tear
Dr

Into the dark no moreNo more dives into the deep
Let me stay in the shallow
I'll dive into the deep again
But not now, not today

I'll stay away from the dark
and the dangers down there
Let me stay inside the light
Where I can restore again

Let the light touch me
The dark won't get me
I've seen enough of it
turned my back at it

The sun can warm me up
To the inside of my heart
No more darkness inside
what I call my mind

Maybe a spark left behind
To remember how it was
So I don't want to return
To the darkness ever again

don.t .let go.what am i becoming
a shell of wants and fading screams?

i am lying here
staring holes into endless spirals
splitting tears into mist
while pain
eats away at my pulsing
drowning what strength there is
to withstand
the needs

i am running
to the opposite
of falling
but the scenery
is all the same

.

.

.

don't
let
go

.

CagedI was the pretty little bird that you trapped in your cage,
the sweet little bird that you kept chained to your stage.
Doomed for a life behind iron bars,
clad with sorrow that tore my wings apart.
Everyday you sat, just inches away,
made me sing every hour,every minute of the day.
My lungs clattered,
broke from these agonizing songs.
Why didn't you notice what you were doing was wrong?
For every time I sang, you set up new locks,
treated me like a doll you kept inside a box.
So I fled, I ran, I wanted to be free,
wanted to be a bird sitting high up on a tree.
The wind blew, the rain raged, there was no hand that feeds.
The worl

I broke a mirrorI broke a mirror today.
What it showed me horrified me, so it didn't deserve to live.
The mirror's image was terrible,
it was an ugly mirror, it lied.
It deserved to die.
I crushed it into a million beautiful,sparkling shiny peices with my clunky bare hands.
They carved into my already torn skin, spillling lovely rivulets of red onto the floor.
The mirror was beautiful now that my reflection was gone from it.

She's a DreamerShe was born for the night,
Drinking the milkyway
And eating the stars.

Set adrift on a dreamboat,
Dreaming to never wake up.

She's a fighter,
A rebellion,
A spark in the brush.

She's a daredevil,
A dreamer,
A child of luck.

She was born for the night,
And made Queen of the Stars,
Because above the world,
Can we then see, who we are.

Just the Two of UsClutching my precious Bunny,
I hide away in the corner.
Here, I am safe from everything.
It's just the two of us together
Cherishing the moment.
Bunny is the only family
That I have left.
The rest is broken up.
Mommy said it was getting all better.
But then it didn't.
Daddy said they were working things out.
But then the things didn't work.
I wish I could bring Mommy back,
But Daddy says she's got to stay away.
I heard Daddy is staying in a really big house soon.
I hope he likes it there.
But that only leaves me and Bunny,
Bunny and me,
Together to stay here.
Just the two of us.
I don't know where I'm going,
But I know th

Never SaidI asked for proof, you said it wasn't needed.
Screamed that I was coming unglued, but my cry went unheeded.
I longed to believe.
But your answers scared me.

Your voice keeps playing in my head.
And I'm haunted by the words you never said.
And I miss the things you didn't do.
All I wanted was to always love you.

But the strain became too great.
And with each lie you scratched out the date,
Of when the promise first passed my lips.
How could it come to this?
Your voice keeps playing in my head.
And I'm haunted by the words you never said.

What kind of fantasy are you trying,
To lead me into when you know I'm dying?
This isn't re

Dear GodShould I find it disturbing that I'm so far from myself,
Placing my morals beside my heart on a shelf
And praying the devil will provide us good health?
Or should I simply accept that minds change just the same
As every bone in our body and crease across our face?
Where do you draw the line between love and faith?
Is it one or the other or can I find some escape?
No, I've looked at this every which way
And I can say in all honesty;
If this is not who I'm supposed to be
Then go ahead and stop me.

My PrisonHere I lie, forever a prisoner...
not of oppression, not of hate...
but a prisoner of my own dark mind...
forever trapped with no way out.

I bang on the bars...
but nobody comes...
to break me free...
from my own dark mind.

I scream for one...
to come help me...
but here I remain...
a prisoner of my own dark mind.

Why must I be a prisoner?
Why must I be trapped here...
held inside my own taboo...
forever within my own dark mind?

My soul is long broken...
within my dark mind...
it is deteriorating...
slowly breaking down...

So, who will guide me out of my prison?
Who will free me from my own dark mind?
Who out there will

Kindness Passed By (The Scapegoat)Those with a gentle heart get kicked first
They are the ones who are always taken for granted
I was always that person
I am that person
I am responsible for the actions of those around me
It is my job to make everything right
Even if it is not my fault
I am the scapegoat
I am used for my kindness
And blamed when things go wrong
But I don't mind
I never mind
Because it is my job to fix this
Its my job to fix everything
And yet
At the end of the day
You still won't remember my name
You don't remember me
I am the scapegoat
And I don't mind
I can't mind

Ready.Ready to kill,
Ready to fight,
Ready to learn,
Ready to forget,
Ready to hate,
Ready to love,
Ready to know,
Ready to not,
Ready to stand strong,
Ready to cry,
Ready to believe,
Ready to lie,
Ready to fake happiness,
Ready to feel the sadness,
Ready to accept,
Ready to deny,
Ready to live,
Ready to die.

Some things never change.

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My Heart Bleeds for You

by ~GossamerRhyannon, Feb 19, 2012, 5:29:11 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Heartache

I'm dying, I'm crying but outside my smiling
you don't even know me, you don't even recognize me
Why does the world have to be so cruel to me?
Living in a world that wasn't made for me
Trying to be the best I can be
Finding what's meant to be.
Can't you see the thousand tears that I cry
the heartache that I sigh.
I'm tired of trying
tired of fighting
Was our love a lie?
Overwhelming Anxiety.
Was this a game?
a game that you played
You ripped my heart out
My soul died out
nothing left but to cry now.
Why is this happening?
In the world that I live in
This everlasting scheme
Is only beginning.
A head full of anger
held in my chest.
Why did It have to end?
Now I wonder why?
Was it cause of me?
The answers are found
in darkness where light used to be.

-GossamerRhyannon

My Heart Bleeds for Youby ~GossamerRhyannon

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

A poem I made when I was a lot younger, about five years ago. I wrote this during a period of my life when I did have my heartbroken. Provoked by comments I'd like to state I dont hate the world. I hope you can relate and don't forget to comment !

Do not copy or reproduce my work without my permission

Critique by ~ThatMangaArt Feb 20, 2012, 8:00:04 PM

Such poem expressing what we humans feels when heartbroken. What we do and what we wanted to do.
Questionning on past events yet confused about what to do next.
This poem opens our souls to the future. Showing us how we slowly understand what happened...what will happen. How Love is heaven when we meet, but leaves a scar when left.

Beautiful work, yet the originality isn't the best. Love is common in everyday life. But I do understand the circumstances it was writen under. Rich vocabulary has been used, impacts on our thoughts...gives us this feeling of sorrow yet not sad.

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~MissPandaDisney Dec 27, 2012 Hobbyist Digital Artist

YOU MADE ME CRY

i can relate a lot

~GossamerRhyannon Jan 21, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

im glad it touched you, because thats the sole reason why i write, thank you so much for reading

~MissPandaDisney Mar 9, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

No problem

~random-anomaly Feb 20, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Before I reply and say this is just emo, I do understand that love can hurt, and that yes, it does feel like your heart is being ripped out of your chest. I guess you should just know that you're not alone, everyone, EVERYONE, goes through this at some point. Usually more than once. Just please, please don't think you're the only person this has ever happened to, or that "the world is being cruel to you". It isn't. It's called Life. Eventually, you get to understand it, and it doesn't seem so strange and upsetting anymore. You'll get by. You will. I promise. And then it'll probably happen again. After a while, you learn to see the pattern, and it makes sense. Until then, it hurts. But you aren't alone. And the world isn't being mean to you. The pain you're feeling just means that you are able to feel happiness equal to that pain, which is a good thing. Enjoy the experience. Everything is valuable. Learn. Grow. Move on. Life is beautiful.

~GossamerRhyannon Feb 20, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Poetry isn't supposed to be taken seriously all the time, if I say the world is cruel its just a tool to express my emotional feeling of loneliness. I don't actually believe that at any time that the world is out to get me. This is by the way about five years old so I'm sorry if it somehow sounded immature to provoke such a ridiculously well thought out response about nothing. For anyone else that thinks this is being "Emo" that I'm sorry is off the mark. I was saddened by an event I did not in any way crawl into a corner and hate the world, I love myself and this website ^^ love you guys lets keep making deviantArt Awesome.

~random-anomaly Feb 20, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

well then wonderful. Everyone's happy, sunrise, sunset.

~GossamerRhyannon Aug 17, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

~animekaratechick2322 Feb 19, 2012

i can relate to this a lot :/

~GossamerRhyannon Feb 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

yeah bitter memories

~animekaratechick2322 Feb 20, 2012

yeah....

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